Tk, i wanted to say thank you so much for being there for me, you havent ever even been mean to me or cross with me about anything at all, You are the most caring kind honest person i know. You are one of the few people who whenever i see is online actually makes me smile and be happy to see. If it wasnt for you theres no way i would still be playing minecraft, your pretty much the reason why i wake up every morning and log onto minecraft and check my messages. Whenever i see you i just feel so happy and i know i havent known you for a very long time, but it feels like I have known you for way longer. I really want to just say you are amazing and i love you so much and thank you so much for the rank, it was a total suprise and you are so naughty!! But I really want you to know you are an amazing person, never change who you are because you are amazing and ilysm <3 xxx
Im tired of pretending to be okay, Im tired of pretending that im happy with all that "Haiii" and "Yayayay" crap. Im tired of pretending that what you say about me doesnt hurt me. Im tired of all the crap and gossip you created about me. Im tired of you changing your mind every two seconds from being my friend and helping me in one to bitching about me the next. Im sorry but i cannot keep up with your shit anylonger. You have been so two faced. You yell at me because i didnt get a chance to reply to you and call me selfish. Rather than asking if im okay after not speaking in a while you bitch about me. You treat me like crap and expect to get away with it every single time. Im fed up of you sarcastic remarks you make in chat that are so obviously directed at me. Im fed up of whenever i do anything you feel the need to comment on it. Im just sick and tired of people being bitchy to me. What the fuck did i do to you? I ask you if your okay, i talk to you am kind and then you send me that message, Then you call me the bitchy one. Im sorry but i see that as a tiny bit hypocritical. Don't you? Im never said a thing bad about you. Infact i tried being nice to you for a long time. All you do is treat me like a piece of gum thats stuck to the bottom of you shoe that you cant wait to scrape off. I hope you got some pleasure out of this, Cause in the end i feel like i havent lost a friend as you obviously wasnt one in the first place. So thanks for using me, but thats not going to happen any longer.
Stay Strong sweetie. Just forget them, they aren't worth your time. They obviously don't know what they are missing. You are beautiful, smart, amazing, wonderful, everything. You can do it, haters will try to bring you down but you can't let them. <3
Thanks, i guess i have just about realised that life's to short to live worrying about insignificant people who all they aim to do is upset people, I mean at the end of the day, none of this is important. infact nothing really is because within a few years of being dead no one will even remember me, Theres no point trying to reason with them anyways, they wouldnt be satisfied untill they seen me on the news lying dead having jumped of a building, and im not planning on doing that at the moment so they just need to get over themselves i guess.
sorry i had to go :( I felt really bad just suddenly leaving, but I don't really know what i have to do at certain times of the day, its just pretty much someone running up to my bedside and shouting "YOU GOTTA GET TO THE EEG DEPARTMENT RIGHT NOW" and stuff, hope to see you on soon, Cute ♡
People really annoy me how they change so much and stuff. why cant everyone just calm down and stuff and stop changing and stuff? its so hard to keep up with who you're friends with and who hates your guts these days...
I don't know you, I will never really meet you, we haven't spoken all that much and yet I feel so, so sorry for you. What you've had to go through is not what anyone should ever go through. For carrying on you're amazing. If what you say about your family and your health is true, right now I wish I could reach through the screen and hug you. I hope your life gets better. I really do.
Thank you. I doubt it will get better though :\ Whenever one thing seems to go right then something else will go badly wrong :( Guess i just have bad luck and stuff, theres no point in giving up though untill its pointless and stuff i always have said to myself, but i dont know if im going to keep that mindset forever :\
Im almost glad my parents arent here in a way as i couldnt watch them have to see me going through now and all of this and having to watch their daughter die right before their eyes watching helplessly. I already have a lot of guilt about my life and whats happened in it along with a long string of regrets. At least no ones left with me who cares about me and what happens so in that sence it shouldnt be too hard. im going in for surgery next week on my heart. Im really scared about it and have a bad feeling as it is a risky operation to have done even if you dont have the illnesses that i have as well, Also i have no choice to say I do not want it done because I am only 13. Secretly i was hoping i would die before i got a spot on the waiting list.. I would rather die without all of these wires on me today than live a year longer only by being on life support and living in hospital longer.
Listen, I'm here if you need to talk. I felt the same way mannyyyyy times, but you know what I'm still here. Things get better, they really do. If I would have ended my life about a year ago I wouldn't be who I am today. I want you to know people love you and care about you, you may not think so but they do. I know I don't know you a whole lot but I still care, I care so much you don't even know. I want you to keep your head held high and fight the battle. You can do it. I believe you can. <33
you will make it through your life at times i just wanna kill myself but i don't because i remeber all the love ones i have and what would happen if i was gone it wouldn't be the same their are times where you are down but if you left what about all your friends they wouldn't be the same everybody love you even if they dont really know you you are the best your friend tyga69 ps you can talk to me any time
