I'm going to kind of vent here and talk about person stuff so if you want to listen go ahead and if not that's okay.
I won't make you listen to my rambling.
Shoutout to those who do though
I love you
Also, before anyone complains that "no one wants to hear this!!!" "no one cares!!!" or "don't just vent to the internet it's pointless!!!" this happens to be MY wall and if you have a problem with what I post on MY wall, then you can simply ignore it or unfriend me. This is my wall and I am free to do what I want to it (as long as it is appropriate and follows the rules of course). I'm sick of letting people dictate what I do and I'm going to speak my mind. However, if you want to have me added as a friend, great. If not, that's okay too. I have friends on here that care about my wellbeing and how I am doing and would take the time out of their busy days to read my posts like these. If you don't want to read then just don't.
If you have read to this point then check out my sticky post if you haven't already!
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Time to vent!
Today I got to spend some time with my family and it was wonderful. I was delighted to see them, but we haven't really gotten together since December. December was a rough month for me and my family because I got admitted to the hospital (again) and my grandfather passed away. It was unexpected and he was still so young, but he was very sick and was been sick for most of his life. We were worried (since it's never good whenever your family member gets sick), but we all expected him to bounce back just like he always did. Unfortunately, that wasn't the case. It was heartbreaking for the entire family, but I am glad that he doesn't have to suffer anymore.
A couple weeks ago, my uncle came over and brought my family one of his pigeons (my grandfather had a lot of them since he raised them). It went a week or so without a name since we had no idea what to name her, so I decided to name her Pidgey. When I was younger, my grandfather used to always buy Pokemon cards for me (I'm even playing pokemon as I'm writing this up lol) and yeah the name stuck. Today we decided to let Pidgey go. I liked having her around, but I knew that it wasn't right to keep her locked up. She had feathers with the color of milk chocolate, so I will know her if I see her around.
Other than that, I got to talk to my aunt and grandmother and we celebrated my brothers' birthdays (they were earlier this month). It was strange having a family gathering without him physically here, but that’s okay. I’ll see him again.
I’m kind of just emotionally, mentally, and physically drained today so I’m going to get off to rest, have a slice of cake, and play some Pokemon. Sorry if this post isn't exactly cheerful like I usually am, but hey, everyone has bad days. Today might have not been the best days, but there is always tomorrow. For now, enjoy a Pokemon gif:
Nuclear_Poptart 's assistant, like they won't even need pay like @ADMINS get them involved damn straight 
