Note:
The term Mongol, mongoloid and mongolism is quite offensive. Both to the Mongolian country and the people with Down's syndrome. Swear to god I'll punch the face of whoever is using that term.
"There is more to life than XBOX Live." -Peter McKinnon 2018
I meant Appendix in my last post.
Had a 42C fever at 2am, my body started vibrating/shaking on its own. Had an insane headache. Almost went crazy there. I'm all fine now.
The pain is driving me insane god damnit. It hurt ever since I woke up until now. I don't it is.. what was it.. p- something. I don't know it just hurts in my right lower stomach and it won't go away. The same thing only happened months ago but the pain went away pretty soon.
in progress:
end of the tunnel
unnamed (1)
ideas:
mr hyde
tiny fireworks
waiting
Sirens blaring loud, they are getting closer. I have no choice but to stop running. But my legs keep moving on its own. I know deep inside that I won't be able to escape, and soon enough they will catch up. I think my heart rules my mind. I can't stop.
Seriously, I can't keep running from my responsibilities. I have to do the things I have to do.
I finally decided to show him what I have been working on lately, after pacing around my room for ages as if I was crazy. I send the file to him, he downloads it and listens to it. His face was emotionless and led me to think I just made another piece of trash. I start to sweat. If an alien came down from above and saw me, they'd think humans were only made to produce sweat for some weird reason.
After a minute and fifty seconds of silence he started to smile. My heart skips a beat for a second and then he starts complimenting. Did he.. actually.. like it? I had to lean onto something to keep myself from falling. (God I'm such a nervous kid.) Dad loves it! Might be one of the happiest moments of my life! He said I might have something in me! I can't believe it. This is too good to be true.
Parents try to talk to your sibling but you're there like:
Grrrr.. Mine!
