.... aylssa.... your the best friend that ive ever had,such a shame you had to make me so very sad,but just remember that you meant everything to me, and to my heart your the only one that held the key,,,
a year ago i lost my best friend from bullying she did the same thing as the girl in the song.. her name was aylssa and she was an amazing person i wish that i could of saved her that day... i remember our last skype call and i was screaming and crying.. telling her to stop i tried calling her boyfriend but he didn't pick up his phone and then she died... she was bullied so badly in school and now i get people who blame me,, who say its my fault shes gone.. i try ed so hard.. to save her.. she was the one who had my back before you guys and now shes gone.. and quit mc for a while then found pixelmon and miragecraft im glad im surrounded by so many amazing people but i miss aylssa im sure you guys would of liked meeting her
Zand don't worry about what she is saying, just ignore her because as you saw everyone were disagreeing of her statement. And like i said earlier, you have friends supporting you and what you see is about you are not alone, just because one person thinks on one perspective doesn't mean everyone will think the same. Unfortunatly for her this is such a brutality because she didn't realized the enjin settings in notifications which that shows a brutality that i cannot explain. The point is...this is not of life or death, don't worry if someone is affecting you, every problem that someone has...in a time disappears so think positive
I'm really fucking sorry for my shitty ass posts that had my shitty ass attitude infused in there, I have a heart of fucking steel because my moms been a bitch to me all my life, And sometimes when people talk about depression on a daily basis it triggers me alot, You're one of the ones who has constantly mentioned depression and that stuff on miragecraft, Which has lead to me having a feeling of hate towards you because i feel like you haven't actually been through the worst, That's factor one in this shit, Also...main cause of me posting this shit was because my comments have been deleted several times....it really annoyed me, I'll state your grades are probably good, I wasn't insulting them, Nor was i trying to offend your actual appearance in any shape or form >.> truthfully you look better than me...maybe i'm jealous? who knows...fuck i'm going off topic here...yeah yeah, as stated like..5 times? i'm sorry, I'm really fucking sorry you had to witness my bullshit, I'm so fucking sorry i'm unable to stop myself when i type, I'm fucking sorry. I should NOT have posted that, Fucking sorry ;-; o-fucking-kay? I know i'm a bloody jerk with a heart of ice who can't understand how bad my words are, I know i'm a bitch, I know what DJ said is true, All i can do is hope you read this and understand i really fucking regret what i did, And i feel guilty as hell, I honestly don't expect this to make you feel any better, I really don't.....Kudos for the last time, I unfriended you and am about to do the same to jst and Dj, Goodbye Zand. - Lucifer
Fuck it, I'm no good with apologizes, So lets just put my bitchiness to the state of fuck this.
My post was done in a hurtful manner, I now realize this and i'm starting to regret it, I'll have you know i had no intention to actually hurt you emotionally...my words can be horrible sometimes, I know that, Yet i did what i did anyways, And all i can say to this is i'm sorry, Your constant posts are occasionally good, When i said what i said related to skype it was not meant seriously, I just sometimes bring things into topic that could hurt someone. I honestly do not mean to upset you in anyway, I was in a really bitchy mood when it was written, I wasn't thinking straight, This shit isnt gonna make sense in anyway but i hope you will be able to understand this writing because when i go out of my way to write this much shit i mean it, I really did NOT mean to hurt you, I know it's upset you and i know you're dealing with alot of shit already and i'm not helping at all, In fact i've probably made this alot worse, Which i didn't really mean to do, And i know you're not trying to impress people, I'll state that right there...fuck i don't know what to put here...
Heh, You know what i love? Those people who continuously spam your fucking notifications with wall posts, And when you comment on their stupidity they remove it because i have a valid point, Feel free to post about your "good" grades which you obviously have a fault in somewhere for them to say that, Have fun with your little quotes that are always about "friends", And also, Maybe females wear makeup around guys to...oh i don't know, Try to impress them? Ha, Put a little effort into your appearance then you can talk about who deserves who, Sincerely i am sick of your notifications, I have seen your skype pic and I'm overall annoyed right now.
Good day bish, Good day.
Boom, Enjoy that post because you know you have absolutely no control over who see's this ^-^
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my friends thank you<3 and thank you all that weren't here that are my friends. thank you for your encouragement and caring kind open arms of hugs that will last a life time with in memories you all are very special to me you will always be! you all have made me laugh and i feel so happy when i'm with you guys cause i am having fun ^-^ i am still thinking of wither or not i'm staying its mostly yes for staying so far.
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