Sorry for making a big deal and consistently posting depressing stuff recently, but just wanted to apologise to anyone I've directly or indirectly upset.

I know there's some people reading this who will dislike me, or will have heard a side of a story, and I'm so sorry to the other person that things that have happened have upset them, I'm truly really sorry. I had no idea until yesterday.
To everyone else, don't even bother asking what's happened, since I probably shouldn't even be writing this post, but there's no chance of me sleeping any time soon and I feel bad so I wanted to.

I'm down to one person who I can actually truly trust and completely, entirely open up to, which is proving difficult to maintain with anyone now, as I guess there's always gonna be stuff I'm not told, and have to wait to find out until a later time. I've pushed others away for someone and I really shouldn't have, so sorry to anyone in game I have been blunt/ignored/haven't played with, likewise on enjin/discord.
I'm not annoyed at anyone; I'm sorry if I've seemed at all inconsiderate, but you should all know I'm not happy, and every night I'm finding myself crying more than the one before, even before yesterday. I should have initially been less caught up in my emotions and maybe should've read into things more.

So don't think I'm getting anything out of any of this, and please don't think that I'm careless: I'm more upset than I was before anything happened, for myself, and for others.
I've probably overreacted, but I'm feeling shit, so to me, this seems like a big deal, and when the only thing in life making you happy stops doing so, I'm not really sure what to do any more.

Thanks to anyone who has messaged me, and sorry again for it all, and sorry again for another negative post.

besties nub ole AmazingPiggy Deleted and FriendOfDouglas who arrived just a bit too late for the screenie ;c