Okay so I've seen this around a lot and figured I'll go ahead and do it because why tf not. I have no life anyways
001. Real Name : Emma
002. Nickname(s) : EmmaGrill (seriously, it's a nickname someone gave me). I also have two nicknames that people close to my heart call me and I'm not sharing those cause' I want them to be special.
003. Zodiac Sign : Gemini
004. Male Or Female : Female
005. Elementary : No
006. Middle School : No
007. High School : No
008. Hair Color : Sort of a light/dirty blonde
009. Long Or Short : Short
010. Loud Or Quiet : Quiet
011. Sweats Or Jeans : Jeans
012. Phone Or Camera : Phone
013. Health Freak : Yeah
014. Drink Or Smoke : Neither
015. Do You Have A Crush On Someone : Yes
016. Political orientation : Uh read my posts, you'll figure it out
017. Piercings : One on each ear
018. Tattoos : None
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN:
019. Airplane : Yes
020. Car Accident : No
021. Fist Fight : No
FIRSTS:
022. First piercing : Ears
023. First Best Friend : No idea
024. First Instrument played : Keyboard (I think)
025. First Award : Definitely some type of gymnastics award, participation or not.
026. First Crush : I really liked this dude in 2nd grade named Dawson. He was an absolute trouble maker. God I haven't thought about him in a while. Nerd.
027. First Language : English
028. First Big Vacation : Spending the week at the beach. c:
LASTS:
029. Last Person You Talked To : Kid who goes to my school named Anthony
030. Last Person You Texted : 1mejor
031. Last Person You Watched : The fuck is this; I'm not a stalker
032. Last Food You Ate : Soy hotdogs
033. Last Movie You Watched : Ready Player One (I think)
034. Last Song You Listened To : Listening to Hymn by Kesha right now; song just changed to Praying by her too
035. Last Thing You Bought : A brainteaser puzzle because I was really bored
036. Last Person You Hugged : My cat
FAVES:
037. Food : Watermelon
038. Drinks : That cherry sparkling water is really good
039. Clothing : I honestly have no idea
040. Book : This is unfair - as always I'm going to say All The Bright Places by Jennifer Niven (since it had the greatest impact on my life) but I love lots of books. If you need a list message me lol
041. Color : Green
042. Flower : Don't really have one
043. Music : Anything not country, thanks
044. Movies : Arrival
045. Shoes : I don't like shoes they hurt; barefoot ftw
046. Subjects : Chemistry
IN THE PAST YEAR I...
Y = yes
N = no
? = don't remember
047. Kissed In The Snow: No
048. Celebrated Halloween: No
049. Had Your Heart Broken: Yes
050. Went Over The Minutes On Your Cell Phone: No
051. Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation: No
052. Came Outta The Closet: No
053. Gotten Pregnant: No
054. Had An Abortion: No
055. Done Something You've Regretted: Yes
056. Broke A Promise: Yes
057. Kept A Secret: Yes
058. Pretended To Be Happy: Yes
059. Met Someone Who Changed Your Life: Yes c:
060. Pretended To Be Sick: Don't think so? I don't really do that.
061. Left The Country: No
062. Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it: idek
063. Cried Over The Silliest Thing: Yes
064. Ran A Mile : No lol this is why I don't do PE anymore duh
065. Went To The Beach: I wanna gooo ;-;
066. Stayed Single: No
CURRENTLY:
067. Eating : Nothing but I think I'ma go make smores
068. Drinking : Passionfruit sparkling water
069. Getting Ready To : Spam text my sister to remind her to walk home without me since I'm home already
070. Listening To : Uh now I'm listening to Learning To Let Go by Kesha. I have my playlist organized by artist okay. [song just changed to Star Shopping by Lil Peep, shoutout to Tyler (Herds) for giving me the title] [now it's One More Light by Linkin Park]
071. Plans For Tomorrow/Today : Today I'm gonna just chill and probably talk to some people on 7Cups because I feel good. Tomorrow I have a PeaceJam Conference and I get to meet Oscar Arias!! So excited!
072. Waiting For : My friends to message me back smh I'm lonely
YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want Kids : Yeah
074. Want To Get Married : Yes
075. Careers in mind : Metallurgical and Metals Engineering or Mechanical Engineering
WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL :
076. Lips Or Eyes : Eyes
077. Shorter Or Taller : Taller but honestly does it matter?
078. Romantic Or Spontaneous : Both?
079. Nice Stomach Or Nice Arms : Idk
080. Sensitive Or Loud : Sensitive but still outgoing; I love both c:
081. Hookup Or Relationship : Relationship
082. Troublemaker Or Hesitant : Either; I've fallen for both. Having them both at the same time is amazing.
083. Glasses or None : Doesn't matter to me
HAVE YOU EVER:
084. Lost Glasses/Contacts : No but I've broken them lol
085. Ran Away From Home : Yes
086. Held A Weapon, For Self Defense : No
087. Killed Somebody : No
088. Broken Someone's Heart : Don't think so
089. Been Arrested : No
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself : lol no
091. Miracles : I think we make miracles possible
092. Love At First Sight : No
093. Heaven : No
094. Santa Claus : No
095. The time-space continuum : Not sure
096. Magic : That would be nice
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now : Yeah but I'm not sure they wanna be around me anymore... sigh
098. Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life : No
099. Do You Believe In God : No, I'm not religious
100. Post As 100 Truths And Tag People
I won't tag because it's super long but if you wanna do it feel free c:
I feel like I always ruin my relationships. It's like one moment I have everything I could never even imagine because it's true perfection and I feel incredible and the next I'm completely alone and ruined.
Something about the way that you walked into my living room
Casually and confident lookin' at the mess I am
But still you, still you want me
...
Oh, I always let you down
You're shattered on the ground
But still, I find you there
Next to me
And oh, stupid things I do
I'm far from good, it's true
But still, I find you
Next to me
...
So thank you for taking a chance on me
I know it isn't easy
But I hope to be worth it
If you ever need anyone to talk to that will listen to you, you're always more than welcome to reach out to me. With that, one of my own friends directed me to a site called 7Cups a while back. It's a huge community of loving individuals who are kind enough to volunteer their time to help others. I got so involved that I started listening to people myself, so I'd highly encourage you to check out the site and possibly talk to someone if you need the help. It's 100% anonymous and you can leave reviews on the listeners. Like therapists, not every listener will work out for you - it just takes time.
You can talk about anything and everything. I'm currently just keeping someone company because they want to feel safer. There's nothing you can or can't do wrong when it comes to 7Cups.
We ask for forgiveness
from ourself
from the monster we can’t see.
Can anyone be truly forgiven?
Potential fate,
my history,
the ending of destiny,
the possibility of laugh without love.
Hold me forever.
Touch me now before I go.
Let me know I’m alive.
Let me know I’m alive…
