Well, bad news.. life update sorta thing. So about a year and a half ago I had a major surgery. In that surgery I had a metal bar put into my chest to push up my ribs as my ribs were pressing on my lungs and heart. Well that bar was not supposed to move and most definitely shouldn't as it could cause really big issues. Well It's moving.. not staying in one place like it should. It being so close to all my vital organs makes it dangerous to say the least. So yeah, keep you all updated :(
i didn't think i'd ever see you resign but i'm glad you're putting yourself first for a bit. take some time for yourself and see where that takes you:) we never really got super close and i'm pretty sure you disliked me for a while, but if it means anything, i always considered you a friend. take care + update ur banner D:
So you know how when most Staff resign they say how "Fake there friends were" And ngl I never really had that when I resigned. I knew my friends but I also knew they would be my friends with or with out my "Staff Rank" These are people who matter to me online or IRL. And they stay by me even though I have no rank. Because all those people who did want to suck up to me were really never my friend. they never got close to me.
Why are we told that the only way to be successful is to go to school. take 4 years to learn something that is supposed to give you this great life yet. At the end feel like a total failure because you're flipping burgers at McDonald's then by racking up 10's of thousands of dollars in debt you feel trapped because of the promise that was once made now feels so... far away. were do you go now?
Here is my rant post... Ready? Good, because I have nothing to rant about so sorry to disappoint.
Now on to my real post...
So I'm not gonna make this super super long but I do think I owe you guys a explanation on why I resigned from the staff team.
1) It all started about 3 months ago when I felt that I was only really getting on Mcc to do staff stuff. And to give myself a break I went on LOA but the thing was. When you're on LOA you still have your tag and everything so you can't just ignore anyone when on the server. Which is why today I decided that I would resign and take a LOA and really just play the game as a game. Not having to worry about being staff or answering appeals or questions.
2) Now I want to tell you all. I'm resigning in that sense but more as a LOA and just focusing on being staff. I've been here a really long time and don't intend to leave all the work I've done go to nothing. I want to keep hosting events and help out media team and most importantly be a Mod. So yes I'm reapplying in a month or two, really haven't decided. So don't worry I'm not leaving for ever!
I'm not gonna make a long thank you post as I'm not leaving perm so really no need as of yet.
