I loaf you cute floof ♥ Thank you for this ♥♥

Aug 30, 18 · +9 · Like · Report

Shared publicly - Nov 24, 18

Changed my name to ChristmasWolf_, and

Phirefox has changed his to ChristmasFox_ ((: This is wonderful c:

9

View all 3 comments

Corvus™

it's too early for that, woman! thanksgiving literally just ended a couple days ago!

Nov 24, 18 · +1 · Like · Report

Pfff XD I don't do thanksgiving so oh well

Nov 24, 18 · +0 · Like · Report

F3.Gravedigger =TTG=

Thanks for the request.
Sorry had to post here.

Nov 30, 18 · +1 · Like · Report

You’re welcome (: it’s alright c:

Nov 30, 18 · +0 · Like · Report

Shared publicly - Nov 23, 18

On a lighter note, I almost have 24K views, not that it matters much lolxd

Also got like 7 pieces of digital art to do because college takes up all my time so that’s fun

And I’m also wanting to be more active on here even if it’s blocked on college WiFi. And even if this is a dead platform. I still check back here sometimes.

9

Shared publicly - Nov 23, 18

Anyone who’s been here since 2017, remember when I wanted to write an appreciation post ???? I’m fucking glad I didn’t cause honestly all of em left me. All I was going to appreciate, the huge wide majority of them, they left me after saying they wouldn’t cause they apparently “don’t leave their friends”.

(Edit right here: Be warned, a lot of swearing below).

So damn glad over the friends I have now, the majority I made in discord servers as opposed to a crappy minecraft server or enjin but I mean - you know what? If I make an appreciation post, I’m for sure going to include these lovely people, because frick, they’ve been with me through hard times and been by my side, cannot explain the appreciation I have for it.

All you people who have been some fake fuckers in my life, screw you. But thank you for making me understand that 1) the majority of people are fake and will hide it. Unless you’re around others and you tell em something else and I find out some way of another. 2) It’s better to have a few really good friends than be, in quotation marks, “popular” with a bunch of fake as shit bitches pretending to like you.

Lol it’s funny. I never make these kinda posts anymore, but here y’all go.

Oh and a lasting note - one person in particular, I hate you. I bet you won’t even fucking see this considering your inactivity on enjin but I don’t give a fuck at the same time if you do see this. Out of the many, many fake asses I’ve known, you’re the biggest fucking dickhead out of all of them. Think our friendship will be fine when you return to talk to me, but no, you make worst mistakes. You don’t let the past go, and because of that, it hurts me. You hurt me. All you’ve done is hurt me through your mistakes, which you fucking continue. I thank you for teaching me that some fake assholes show their true self later on in a friendship, and you’ve shown me that you never fucking liked me in the first place. Next time somebody becomes friends with me, I stay on caution. I don’t need some dickhead to ruin the most-entirety of my year because of broken promises as well as trying to fucking make me happy by telling me a damned lie that you should’ve thought about would damage me in the long run. Yes, I’m still on about this. Because you don’t let me fucking forget it. It hurt too much to me, and I’m sitting here wondering how the fuck and when the fuck I’m going to take you out of my life completely, because apparently I care too much. You said I apparently guilt trip you because I brought up how much you leaving for no reason apart from a small reason you could’ve just approached me with, hurt me, and that you were “stressed at the time so didn’t want to tell me” that’s complete bs, it was such a small fucking issue and we were fine earlier in that day. I shouldn’t even write such a big thing about this, it’s pointless, but I hate you. I hate you, and I will always hate you. That’s never gonna change.

That’s all I gotta say. All you who’ve been there for me even if there’s just a few of you, I love you all. So much. Thanks for being by my side. o/

10

Shared publicly - Nov 22, 18

Also I know I shouldn't "attempt" to promote a discord server on here, but dm me if you want to join a new one because I own one - and it's pretty accepting of all (:

7

Shared publicly - Nov 22, 18

Wexine You have a spot on my Fave friends now (: You're welcome

6

Shared publicly - Nov 22, 18

Who wants the other fave friends spot... I don't care if I know you or not honestly

Just somebody fill it lmao

7

View all 3 comments

Call_Meh_Cookie

Don't need it

Nov 22, 18 · +1 · Like · Report

Viktor ze Husky

Fav me I'm a fun furry.

Nov 23, 18 · +1 · Like · Report

Sure (: I got a space for you!

Nov 23, 18 · +0 · Like · Report

Shared publicly - Nov 17, 18

So who wants a favourite friends space that I know well? Need to fill one.

9

Wexine

Oof I want one

Nov 17, 18 · +1 · Like · Report

Corvus™

:(

Nov 18, 18 · +1 · Like · Report

Shared publicly - Nov 15, 18

Hey I just came on here to say that

Phirefox is such a wonderful, kindhearted individual. He's honestly one of the realest people I know of. He's wonderful (:

Oh and short reminder, if anybody tries to break us apart, it's not going to work, for our love is strong and undying, and love is eternal (:

Oh and yes, I'm still finishing art. Trying to art and do college work is hard.

8

Viktor ze Husky

Your love for each other is gayer than I thought. It's so adorable.

Nov 15, 18 · +1 · Like · Report

Well XD I’m female but my fursona- is male af. That’s the reason my gender on here is male LOL (it’s not to make people assume, it’s because they assumed what I was before knowing, shakes head), thank you though ((: *Sorry LOL I felt you deserved an explanation for that, do not hAtE*

Nov 15, 18 · +0 · Like · Report

Viktor ze Husky

There's no hate from me. That's fine if you guys have a hetero relationship. They can be far easier.

Nov 15, 18 · +1 · Like · Report

Shared publicly - Nov 10, 18

”But love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back.”
~ Luke 6:35

6

Phirefox

Shared publicly - Nov 9, 18

Hey sweetheart cx just here to drop by and say that I love you (:

2

Hello my wonderful love cx I love you so, so so so much too <3

Nov 9, 18 · +1 · Like · Report

Shared publicly - Nov 1, 18

Best out of all four in my opinion.
Yes, I'm using the calligraphy as opposed the handwriting, again.

Nero - Syndicate [HD]

Amazon.com: http://amzn.to/1Cm18ko [PC] http://amzn.to/1xKIyny [PS3] http://amzn.to/1NqZsZR [360] Amazon.co.uk: http://amzn.to/1Cz4i5v [PC] http://amzn.to/1NqZe51 [PS3] http://amzn.to/1NsW4Q3 [360] http://www.syndicatewiki.com/

5

Shared publicly - Oct 29, 18

Doing this again, done it once or twice before, but doing it again because why not. There may be some changes. (:
Also doing this in Lucida Calligraphy, as I feel it’s probably so much easier to read, and I also miss using it.
1: What is your favourite colour? I have multiple – cyan, purple, neon pink, red and black.
2: What is your favourite animal? Wolves, dragons, Pegasus, foxes and red pandas. Lizards are nice too though.
3: What is your favourite season? Summer.
4: What are your favourite types of clothes to wear? Sweaters with jeans.
5: What is your favourite word? “Meh”. It means nothing really.
6: What is your favourite soda? Lucozade.
7: What is your favourite food? Blueberry muffins.
8: What’s the one thing you would like to change about yourself? How caring I am towards people, it screws me over.
9: Which parent are you closer to and why? My Dad. Complex to explain why.
10: If you had to live without one of your 5 senses, which sense would it be? Why? Taste probably, that impacts me the less.
11: If you were an animal, which animal would you be? A wolf.
12: If you could only take 3 items to an island and be stuck there for 2 years, what would you bring? A filter system to filter salt out of the sea water to drink, a guide to berries and a guide to survival with limited resources.
13: When is your birthday? 30/08.
14: What’s one thing no one knows about you? I’m secretly a part of the Illuminati, totally.
15: Who do you admire? Why? Phire. He’s wonderful and he’s taught me a heck of a ton, and he’s honestly making me a better person in so many ways. He’s so patient and kind-hearted and it’s wonderful.
16: What is your biggest fear? The people around me that I love dying.
17: Would you rather be short or tall and why? I’d rather remain tall because it’s wonderful to see over things.
18: What’s your nicknames? Kona, Cetamine, Caletamine, Ceta? You get the point here.
19: Favourite hobbies? Cycling, playing badminton, drawing traditionally/digitally and shading things.
20: What do you want to be/do when you grow up? Counsellor.
21: Would you rather drawing or sports? Drawing, if I improve.
22: What 3 skills would you like to master? Digital drawing, flexibility and controlling my anger issues.
23: What songs do you have completely memorised? Many.
24: Who is your crush? I don’t have one.
25: Do you believe in love? Of course.
26: What are your favourite songs? I have many.
27: Favourite hair style? I also have many here.
28: What is one thing you can't go to sleep at night without doing?
29: Do you sleep with a teddy bear at night? Well, I have a bunny called Melefors. (And yes, Melefors is aware I have a toy bunny named after her).
30: Last lie you told? Uh no clue, probably that I was alright, and I wasn’t. That’s easy to do.
31: What was the most painful breakup you ever had? Uh…. Probably from a relationship which lasted from November 6th 2016 to February 23rd 2017. Not very long I know, and how do I remember the dates? I have no clue, but there we go.
32: Who was your very first crush with? An asshole I don’t care about.
33: If you dated anyone on your fav list who would it be? I’m already taken by Phire, can I date him again whilst already dating him? Because I’m not going to date anyone else, thanks.
34: Which celebrity do you have a crush on? I don’t
35: When have you ran away in fear? Arachnids.
36: When have you liked someone who doesn't like you back? Uh, before I had a thing for Phire. Let us not go there.
37: Who's your best friend? Phire, Luna and Kendall.
38: Who's your bf/gf if you have one? Phire is my boyfriend, my best friend, my other half, my perfect partner and my wonderful, kind-hearted sweetheart. Dare try to break us up and it’s not going to happen.
39: If you were stranded on an island for one year, who is one person you'd want to be with the whole time? Phire.
40: How different was your life one year ago? I was way more disrespectful.
41: As you get older, what are you becoming more and more afraid of? The people around me who I care about dying, as well as probably death itself.
42: What’s your least favourite food? No clue.
43: What risks are worth taking? Risks that’ll end up saving those I love and/or that I am close to.
44: When do you feel truly “alive”? When I’m at peak happiness – basically whenever Phire talks to me, or when him/someone/myself (somehow hah) make me die laughing.
45: Has anyone ever kissed you/you kissed anyone? Nope.
46: Have you ever saved someone’s life? Many times this year.
47: In your group of friends, what role do you play? I don’t really have a group of friends…. I just have friends, and I don’t even know much on that part.
48: If your life was a book, what would its title be? “The Not-So-Interesting Life of a Cet”.
49: What gives your life meaning? The fact that I feel my purpose here is to help others, and I’ve done so for a while, and will continue to do so, down my counsellor route.
50: Favourite font? Lucida Calligraphy/Handwriting.
51: One song you can't get out of your head? Many.
52: Favourite Holiday? Christmas/Summer.
53: Favourite subject in school? I’m in college now, and it’s Health and Social Care.
54: Favourite meme? I hate memes.
55: One item to the left of you? A bowl with a blueberry muffin in it!!
56: What’s the sweetest present you’ve ever received? Ummmmmmmmmmmm…….. no clue, though maybe the present Luna posted to me, which was a necklace which was one half of a heart, and when you placed them together (she had the other half), it said “Best Friends”.
57: How would you describe yourself in five words or less? Interesting, strange, abnormal. None of those being bad.
58: What’s your worst habit? I have no clue.
59: Favourite candy? Flying saucers (just remembered them, wow).
60: Favourite chips? Really thin ones, and I’m talking, abnormally thin.
61: Favourite restaurant? Nando’s.
62: What’s the sneakiest thing you’ve ever done? Uhhh, no clue.
63: Most embarrassing moment? Let’s not talk about these.
64: What’s your idea of the perfect first date? Stay up late and watch a movie and go out to eat something.
65: If you could change one thing from history, what would it be? Not coming up with WMD’s (Weapons of Mass Destruction).
66: What’s one movie would you take a first date to? Divergent, or whatever movie is on at the time that the both of us feel looks great.
67: What’s the weirdest talent you have? I’m double-jointed and so the things I can do scare some people.
68: What’s one of your special talents? Exactly that, I guess.
69: Are you an early bird or a night owl? Night owl.
70: What’s your secret phobia? I don’t really have one, but dying or going insane I guess?
71: Go climbing or zip lining? Zip lining, although climbing is cool too.
72: If you could do anything you wanted right now, what would it be? Visit Phire and give him a really long hug and kiss and just stay there, y’know.
73: Have you ever got detention? Many times throughout high school.
74: Favourite memory? My 16th birthday and September 1st (:
75: What is your biggest success up until now? No clue.
76: What does your perfect day look like? Nothing crappy happening.
77: Are you holding onto something that you need to let go of? What’s stopping you? I used to be, not sure about now though. Possibly toxic friendships though, who knows. What’s stopping me? The fact I care too much.
78: Would you break a law to save a loved one? Depends… When would there be a situation where one would have to break one to save a loved one? That’s interesting honestly.
79: Best compliment you have received? The ones Phire give me.
80: What is your perfect pizza? Salami.
81: How do you start a conversation? That depends entirely on who I’m talking to.
82: How do you act when someone introduces you to someone? “Hopefully not awkward”.
83: What is your greatest strength? No freaking clue.
84: What makes you bored? Boring conversations, boring people, boring events, boring walks, you get it. Oh, and just standing in one place with nothing to do – that’s boring too.
85: Do you like chocolate? Of course.
86: Do you think soda is smart? Well, no.
87: Snow or rain? Snow, although rain makes me really hyper and it’s great too.
88: Least favourite season? Spring and Autumn because those are peak allergy times.
89: What music are you listening to right now? Sinner’s Heist – Antidote.
90: Last thing you ate? A grape.
91: What makes you smile? Things/people that make me happy. *@ Phire, cough*
92: How often do you come on Enjin? Not that much, but I mean I do stalk…
93: What do you do in your free time? Digital art, play Hypixel Bedwars, stalk a few Discord servers.
94: Something you are proud of? Surviving through all the crap others have put me through.
95: Favourite Minecraft block? Prismarine. In fact – I named one of my pillowed “Prismarine”, as they look like the block. Think I’m weird, go ahead, I prefer weird to being normal.
96: What are you looking forward to? The future.
97: What makes you special? My uniqueness?
98: Do you consider yourself the hero or the villain in your story? The hero for the most part, unless you’re really going to piss me off or do something extremely shitty to me. Then – yeah, I’m going to be the villain, and you’re going to hate it.
99: If you dropped everything to pursue your dreams, what would you be risking? : thinking :
100: How did you like this quiz? It was interesting to do again.

Also, I nominate

Phirefox and he knows this.

6

Shared publicly - Oct 29, 18

So I just want to take a little time to thank one particular person for remaining by my side through so much, and just genuinely being such a sweet person to me. (Just saying this is going to be long and it’s not a ‘to be honest’, so don’t get the wrong idea).

Phirefox You know it’s so ironic I used to think you as this ‘scary’ person at the start, but honestly you’re the exact opposite I got to know. You’re so sweet and wonderful - never known such a person to be so sweet, kindhearted and real as you, it’s just amazing I’ve got to know someone this wonderful.

I’m so grateful to you that through so much darkness I’ve been through this year, you’ve been here for me through it all. It’s amazing because the wide majority of past people eventually just left, after saying they would stay. I find it so nice that I’ve got to know someone so nice as you, never known someone nicer.

Always going to be by your side too, as you know, through all your dark times and all your really positive times. I’m not leaving you through anything, I’m stuck here by your side, and I won’t be leaving it ever. I’ve got you and you’ve got me, and we’ll always have each other.

It’s funny how we didn’t have to even ask, if we’re going to become a thing. We just became one, and I guess it’s because we knew so well that what we were feeling was mutual. Never going to leave your side, and for all of you out there thinking about my past, fuck you, and for all those out there thinking long distance relationships don’t work for the most part, that’s true. But as I’ve seen quotes say before, “Distance is an obstacle to test how far love can travel”, you get past the fact there’s distance involved in a relationship, and look to the future, and discuss the future, and know if you can meet, and work it all out. Distance should mean nothing if you love a person beyond anyone or anything. Distance shouldn’t matter if that person you’re taken by means the absolute world to you. Long distance relationships work, but not often. If a person loves their significant other so much though, they will make it work out.

My sweetheart, I just want to say I’m so glad I met you, and I’m so glad for all my past events, even the complete crappy ones, because if there was one change I may not have gotten to know such a similar person to me, such a kindhearted, sweet, loveable and wonderful person. I love you more than anything, and I always will, you know that. So freakin’ glad to have you in my life as my best friend, my perfect partner and my other half. <3

8

Phirefox

Aaaaaah so wonderful, thank you so much ♡ love you so so much sweetheart cx I always will (: always right by your side cx

Nov 4, 18 · +1 · Like · Report

You're welcome my love, I love you so much too <3 so, so wonderful cx <3

Nov 4, 18 · +0 · Like · Report