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P.S. I own a fidget spinner

P.S.S. Not actually gonna die just want to see peoples opinions on the subject.

Story of my Voice

Not many people know things behind my voice, as most people would expect it's just that I was born with it being how it is to this day, that isn't the case with mine. When I was born I had multiple diseases that could've killed me, one should've and was close to. I was born with the inability to hear, and it effected my life so much, this is also my most sensitive topic to talk about out of anything. For the first six years of my life I couldn't hear, from a miracle one day I was able to hear, just barely. I had tubes put into my ears and they were so painful, they had to be taken out. They were apparently to big for me so they had to be taken out, after that I could barely hear again. I had new tubes placed into my ears. I had to stay out of school for about a month to adjust to them. You couldn't see them, I'd just look like a normal person. The tubes while they granted me what is an extremely amazing gift, which is to hear good, also came with many bad things. Anytime the slightest bit of water enters my ear I get an ear infection, I'm not even over-reacting it's every time it happens. After this I was young so I didn't understand most things, I grew up quickly however. I found out I had a speech problem, I couldn't talk at all, everything I said would just sound like mumbles, I got taken out of school every day for two hours until Fifth grade, by that time I could start pronouncing words except for those with the R sound, S sound and T sound. By Sixth grade I was able to pronounce all my sounds except any R sound. As an old friend by the ign Rqil will probably be able to tell anyone it took me a long time to pronounce an R sound at the beginning of a word which is one of the easiest sounds to pronounce. Some words I can say correctly now, not many but some. In Eighth grade I "graduated" speech therapy. I was also told by my speech teacher that I may be never able to correctly learn how to say everything which really upsets me. Having my speech impediment is what caused me to have depression, it is also why I have so many problems talking to new people now. Even some of my oldest friends who I've talked to for years now I don't like talking to just because I feel like my voice annoys so many people. I'm to nervous to say no to most of my good friends when someone joins a call so I just try not to talk much when someone else joins a call. Only one person to this day has ever made me actually feel good about my voice, and to this day that is the only person I will ever be happy with talking to with my voice. Having a speech impediment will effect someones life more than you think it will. Honestly, it controls someones life, who they talk to, and that person will get picked on and bullied so much if they live in the wrong area, and most people will never even know the pain they go through.

Sorry about typing all this down, but I just needed to vent someplace and I figured this way the best place. Thanks for reading I guess, hope I didn't make any grammar mistakes or contradicted myself in any way. I'll probably delete this post in a day or two, anyways night Enjin

How I feel about Pride Month

Before I start know I have nothing against the LGBT+ community, I am a part of it. I know to many, many people this is going to sound very stupid as it already has to most people I've told. The reason I dislike Pride Month is because during it people will treat people in the community differently. I want to be treated as just another normal person like everyone else, not differently just because I prefer guys more than girls. So many people judge other people base on sexuality or if they believe they are a different gender than most people would assume they are. Pride Month directly points the community out, while I understand it is to try and help them it makes everyone who is in the community not seem like just some normal person. While I know I'm probably the only one who thinks this about Pride Month and don't like it because it's treating us like we're more than just normal humans I just wanted to state my opinion on the matter.

Thanks for reading this