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to the people who say i only made that post about Cole for the attention and views:

i could care less about a number. it does nothing to "inflate my ego" or make me feel happier. any who has been on my wall knows that i post about things that annoy me and rant about people and and other things. I just don't understand why people feel the need to twist my actions like that, lol.

its funny how you guys say im only doing it for the views when posting about it and tagging me is only going to "give me what i want" which is views. great stuff right there.

i already get 30+ likes average on my posts and enough views to last me a life time. i don't really give a fuck if they increase or decrease. just wanna share the shit that happens to me

honestly should probably stop ranting about people and other shit on here if people are just gonna use it for their own benefit ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Also side note: been thinking about leaving Enjin for a while, so I'll update you guys on that later. And I'll be inactive until Wednesday~

i love linkin park so muCH

alsO siA likE fuCk yES

bad pun of your enjin name

i finished a big thing of java chip ice cream by myself last night that my dad got me, and i found out my brother got me one also so i'm eating that now i'm so unhealthy i don't sleep, i barely eat unless it's chocolate or something, and i never get up

and i feel like it's sort of bad that i don't really give a shit about any of those things anymore aha

when you message your ex after 2 weeks and send him a paragraph about how you tried convincing yourself you loved him because he kept saying he was going to kill himself over and over and said he had feelings for you and that he had no one else in the world and how you as a person are willing to give yourself up to make other people happy but in the end you just couldn't take it because he wanted you there 24/7 and it took away from your happiness and sanity and then he wanted to be friends afterwards at first but said that he couldn't anymore and blames it on you, and in the end i wished him and his new boyfriend the best of luck and hoped they'd be happy

and after all that he only responds with "you are a horrible, horrible person" and sends a picture of a song called "Fuck You"

the relationship was basically abusive because he was constantly manipulating me and i guess i got tired of the bullshit and thought i needed some happiness for once

so fuck you, cole, you abusive, manipulative, piece of shit you constantly says he's going to kill himself to guilt-trip people into loving him, and lies about not having friends when i discover you're in a group chat with people you call your best friends, right after I break up with you. Also damn you were sexual as fuck that shit was annoying to put up with. And just because you spam "i love you" doesn't mean I have to spam it too and doesn't mean you have to threaten to kill yourself because of it. Even others who you tried to date/dated said you constantly guilt-tripped them. Like yikes man. Do you really need to trip people into loving you that badly? Anyways I suppose he won't read this because he's blocked but just needed to rant about his shitty ass. Funny how he said he was going to really kill himself the night I was breaking up with him. One last guilt trip that I didn't take the bait for. And here we are, January 14th, and he's still alive and lied about LOTS of things

And with that, I officially let go of one more shithead in this world!

When Monika deleted Natsuki

also if anyone ever messages me and i seem not really invested in the conversation or give short responses or just ignore you it's because i generally don't like being around people or talking to people and I prefer to watch youtube/netflix or do stuff on my own so don't take it personally it's just me being an antisocial shit

most of the time i hang out with people because they ask me to and i feel bad saying no but i can never really enjoy things like that so yeah

i'm working on being more honest with people and being able to tell them when i specifically do not want to hang out so that i don't force myself into a situation that isn't enjoyable for me and has me faking enjoyment so i don't upset anyone, we'll see how that goes lol

too much effort to interact with people i guess

still dizzy
but i can't sleep like always lol

Josh you're a fucking idiot stop laughing in voice chat and naming ur pets bad things on a Christian server Josh
also ignore my username please its cringy thanks

also please ban Josh, if ur out there staff

whens ur 92nd birthday

me: *is feeling dizzy and tired*
dad: *comes home with java chip ice cream and a bunch of snacks at 3 AM*
me: *looks back at the hour long Stranger things episode, grabs a bunch of snacks, and settles in*

this show makes me feel so many emotions and im so invested in it now like why

I'm finally on the last episode of Stranger Things but my mom wants to watch a movie with me and I'm also waiting for my brother to bring my Java Chip ice cream because the episodes an hour long and i feel like i need to be eating something lmao so I guess I'm gonna be up really late !!

and please recommend Netflix shows below thANKS x)

When you look over to the right and you're not on favorites.

my brother just put a burning match in my mash potatoes

ok then