'Okay so first off' is how it started
I was scared, I was fainthearted.
Then came a lot of sad words but they were true.
For some reason, I wasn't sad or scared anymore.
Because it was then I realised, it didn't matter because I would
still always be there for you.

'for reinstatement' was in the middle
In my head, I was slowly solving this riddle.
Was it really going to end, or was it merely a beginning?
Because it was then I realised, He wasn't losing but winning.

'So that's it' is how it ended
I can still recall how our adventure was very splendid.
I just decided to cut him some slack.
Because it was then I realised, Joshie always comes back!
<3
-Many loves by me, have a good time my friend.

I cry a little now that you are gone
But the firelight ahead shines bright
A glimmer of hope
Like the sunrise on the horizon
That two clouds
Apart they were from one
They will find each other yet again
Whether it would be
Here
Or
There...

~ For TheJoshXGames, Written by Tonal

you're still my favorite nub <3

Resignation:
Ok so first off I still love the the staff team and especially the recruitment/tm team. Anyways the only reason I resigned was because I have absolutely no time anymore. When I get home from school/lacrosse I have school work, studying, and a bunch of other stuff which only gives me a few hours a week of free time. Along with this I do have a life (kinda surprising) and the little time I do have I want to spend with them and also driving.

For reinstatement I am not totally sure. I know I want to reinstate/come back to the staff team, but with time I am not sure when it will be back to normal. Even after lacrosse, I need to focus on AP/finals, then I have a summer trip, and next year is Junior year (college, ACT, SAT, etc.).

Anyways this is everyones favorite part, so let me do some shout outs; Diar Thank you for being such a corru, I mean great admin (that was a joke if you guys didn't understand). Seriously though, you are one of the best TM admins of all time and really want to make improvements that the team wants. You are so understanding, and while we didn't talk much, I always enjoyed our talks.
FireStar891 You were probably my best friend on recruitment and would always listen to my little rants. I always loved talking to you, and you are one of the kindest people in the world. Also you and Revo are literally goals af. Keep doing great!
WowKay Kenneth. While you are a skrub, you are an amazing recruitment lead. Talking to you was always fun, and you were always so nice and honest with me.
WowKay You are my best friend on the Mineplex staff team and are always there for me. Talking to you always puts a smile on my face and hopefully we stay friends even after you get Mod.
Maressa ew
Artu You were my second accepted interviewee and I am so proud of you. I love talking to you and you are one of the most down to earth people I know. I expect to see an admin tag on you soon.
Acaulis CONGRATS ON RA. Anyways, you are so sweet and I love talking to you. It was so fun watching you go form Trainee to Mod, and soon Sr.Mod (recruitment team best team).
Tonal Toenail is my favorite toenail. Tonal was always there for me and we talked so much. Honestly talking to you always made my day and was so mad when you resigned from TMA and Apps.

Recruitment Everyone on the recruitment team, even people I didn't give individual shoutouts to is so nice. I love our meetings and being able to talk and always have fun. I am so sad to leave you, but I know you will all do great, ily <3

Anyone I didn't shoutout Even if I didn't shout you out, thank you being there for me. Through thick and thin you have all been with me and I really appreciate it. Love you guys so much.

So that is it, TheJoshXGames signing off. <3

Joshhh nuu :C

(I just wanted to say I'm not a scrub I totally did not forget your birthday and that I posted this message yesterday and it just needed a long time to upload ) Congrats on your 41st birthday, I've known you for almost a year now and I can't describe how much that has meant to me. You are so supportive, scrubby and generally funny that you should honestly get an ............. Oscar/Nobel prize? I would post your cover on 'Love me like you do' btw(If I hadn't lost it). I know we haven't talked lots bc of our different time zones but hey, Spring break is like in 3 months right? Then we can catch up. We share lots of good memories playing runner and watching horror movies with xStar_89 ❀ and Jetix . Again, thanks for all your major support and keep doing what you're doing and btw don't let stress consume you. School/private life has to always stay a priority. (You can skype me whenever you want) Bye scrub <3

Josh I know you are very busy but I am here for you, I'm here if you want me to wake up at 3 am and if I'm doing homework. <33

Sorry about me disappearing. I feel like a broken record, but this week we started lacrosse which is 3 hours each day, had tutors every day this week, and have been working on an English research paper worth 50% of my grade so needed to dedicate my life to personal stuff. Also today was my birthday so spent it with the family and getting my learners permit/doing some driving. Should be replying to all back PMs today.

I love you Josh <3 have a lovely birthday bestie!

Was basically inactive Saturday and Sunday due to personal stuff, will get to all y'all pms when I get home.

I may have or may not of have disappeared again.